:: Inescapable Fear ::

I heard she's coming home

It makes my whole heart freeze like an ice

I stood still like a stone

Feel the warm air coming from the desert

I heard she was longing to be with you

And planning to stay in your arms

So I asked you, " How do you feel about that?"

You answered me back, "I don't know exactly what to feel"

I heard it was very soon

I felt my heart is in doom

The end is yet to come

For I'm starting to feel the pain

All alone I gathered all our memories

Not too much, not too long

Compare to the memory of you and her

Life is a mess, it is so unfair

Fears starting to cover my heart

Long and lasting love?

I may not buy that

Show me the path

Pull the trigger now

Do not prolong the agony of pain

Leave me now

While I can still hold my tears

You told me to hold on

To never let you go

How can I be sure?

That I am your cure?

I'm sorry for all of this

It's just the pain starting to cover my soul

And its making me weak

But I know I can't let go

These fears I have makes me feeble

All the things in this world become undesirable

Fears that starting to destroy the strong me

Fears that controls me

But honestly

These fears are nothing

Nothing compare to the love I have for you

Nothing...

Nothing compare to my heart that desires you

At the end of this

There is one important thing that I've realized

When you love you need to be fearless

"My fears of Losing you is greater than my fears of getting hurt because of this love."

I love you and I will hold you. tight.