:: My Majesty ::

Each and every corner of my room reminds me of you

Every breath I take makes me feel brand new

The smile I wear on my face everyday is all because of you

This heart of mine beats because I am in love with you

I miss your hug that gives me comfort

Your stare that means more than a thousand words

Your smile that melts my heart

Your heart beat that reminds me how much you love me

I am happy but never been happier

I am alive but not this much

I am free but not like a bird

I have been in love but I never knew that there's so much more

I am in a world where I always wanted to be

A world which allows me to be me

A world which allows me to be free

A world which allows me to love and be with you

I guess haven't told you yet

How lucky and grateful I am to have you

Someone who's so kind and fragile

So giving, caring and loving

Sometimes I wonder what I have to deserve you

I cannot offer much at this point of time

But then you embrace each and every part of me

Love me and take care of me like a baby

I never appreciate life the way I do now

I never gave attention to the moon and stars

I never like the way the sun shines for it irritates me

But when you came, I see the beauty in everything this world has

I never want the half of you

So give me all of you

I never want anyone else in my life except you

So stay forever with me...

Broken hearts and broken dreams

Pain and sorrow are the only feelings left

Pain of the past

Caused by broken trust

I tried to make it up to you

Tried my best to pick up every pieces of you and me

Give and take time not to rush things up with you

Cover the pain and make everyone see I am strong

::Love Is Worth The Risk ::

Stupidity is the best word to describe me

I shouldn't hurt you in anyway

I was too blind to see

That you are in pain and I am being unfair

I can't find the right words to say

To make you feel that I am real

I can't say anything more

To make you feel any better

I feel so ashamed

That I become this coward

I know I don't deserve any reward

I felt like I don't even deserve your love :(

Sadness fills my heart

As I fill yours with pain

Those pretty eyes I used to see in your pictures

I can feel that it is filled with tears tonight

I don't know yet how strong our love is

But I can feel the love burning

I can feel our desires

I can feel your heart

I'm gonna let her go

For I love her so less

I'm gonna let her go

For I am hurting her more

With you I never felt like I am betraying

That I have someone else in my life before you came in

'Coz ever since I fell for you

I forgot everything about her

It's like you came out from nowhere

And looked at me

Showed me what I've been missing all along

Showed me that love is all about you

Please give me some time

I will give up what I need and have to

I will show you how true I am

I will make you feel how much I love you

I don't want to settle for anything less

I am choosing you for I love you

And all that I have was that love for you alone

Please stay and fight with me for I will love you more and more

I love you Dear

And I want to love you more from now on

Want to spend each days of my life with you

I might be crazy, I might be stupid,

But what I feel for you only proves one thing to me

I am in love with you

And I can't lie to myself and to her

That all I want is YOU...

:: The Embrace ::

Stretching my arms in the morning

Feeling your head in my shoulder

Seeing how lovely your face is

I Feel so lucky that you are mine

Your scent makes me shiver

Like a cool breeze in a calm sea

You satisfy my life

With you and your love

Gently kissing your hair

Caressing that lovely cheeks

Smooth as a cotton

Soft as your heart

So eager to embrace you

To feel your presence

To finally touch you

And taste how sweet your lips are

Soon I will be where you are

Loving you with all my heart

Just wait for me my love

I can never lose you

In this life

You're my reason for waking up.
For being so damn tired just by thinking of you.

You give my heart that extra skip every time you say words that touched my heart.

You make me stayed at home most of the time without me thinking how boring my life is just by staying in these four corners of our house.

**You change me and my life in a very sensible way and for that, I simply thank you and I hope that these feelings of mine for you will be for a lifetime..

For I am sure, I can never go wrong with you...

For thats what my heart tells me too

::Mistakes::

Nothing in this world is constant except changes

Between me and you

Between this relationship and love

Something that's bothering the both of us

I apologize for the times I make you cry

For the bad habits that makes you sick

For the petty quarrels and endless nagging

For the madness and for all the issue on going

I love you

Maybe sometimes I failed to make you feel that

But that doesn't mean you are less important

You are my life and my precious light

Things has change a bit

And endless fighting starting to lit

Things which are out of our control

Things that give us a weak soul

Sorry for all the pain I've caused you

Didn't mean any of it

I may have hurt you

But none of it is intentional

Please Tian Shi forgive me

Right there beside you is where I want me to be

Stay and be mine my lifey

For you are all that I want in this lifetime

:: Fifteen Days ::

The smile I wear on my face

Starting to fade away

Counting the days that you were mine

And still counting but don't know till when

It is not until now I felt how hard it is to love

Not until this moment I realized how painful love could be

How difficult it is to be strong all the time

How much sacrifices we need to make just to keep the love alive

I've been here before

I spent too much tears and get tired

I cried till no more tears left in my eyes

I got hurt and dumped yet I survived

I felt my heart was swollen by bitterness

All I know was sorrow and I didn't know happiness

I chose to love all the people less

And I didn't give anyone my best

But here I am again

Loving and promising love

To you, my someone who is so fragile

That I can't even touch

Pain strikes like I'm in hell

I don't know how to win in this battle

For you are far and she'll be near soon

And I am alone, all by myself every noon

I can handle pain

For those who I don't love much

But with you

The agony of death is what I'm starting to feel

15 days, that's all I've got

And I don't really know what will happen after that

I'll fight till the end & only let go if your hold becomes so light

And you give me reasons not to fight

:: Inescapable Fear ::

I heard she's coming home

It makes my whole heart freeze like an ice

I stood still like a stone

Feel the warm air coming from the desert

I heard she was longing to be with you

And planning to stay in your arms

So I asked you, " How do you feel about that?"

You answered me back, "I don't know exactly what to feel"

I heard it was very soon

I felt my heart is in doom

The end is yet to come

For I'm starting to feel the pain

All alone I gathered all our memories

Not too much, not too long

Compare to the memory of you and her

Life is a mess, it is so unfair

Fears starting to cover my heart

Long and lasting love?

I may not buy that

Show me the path

Pull the trigger now

Do not prolong the agony of pain

Leave me now

While I can still hold my tears

You told me to hold on

To never let you go

How can I be sure?

That I am your cure?

I'm sorry for all of this

It's just the pain starting to cover my soul

And its making me weak

But I know I can't let go

These fears I have makes me feeble

All the things in this world become undesirable

Fears that starting to destroy the strong me

Fears that controls me

But honestly

These fears are nothing

Nothing compare to the love I have for you

Nothing...

Nothing compare to my heart that desires you

At the end of this

There is one important thing that I've realized

When you love you need to be fearless

"My fears of Losing you is greater than my fears of getting hurt because of this love."

I love you and I will hold you. tight.