:: Fifteen Days ::

The smile I wear on my face

Starting to fade away

Counting the days that you were mine

And still counting but don't know till when

It is not until now I felt how hard it is to love

Not until this moment I realized how painful love could be

How difficult it is to be strong all the time

How much sacrifices we need to make just to keep the love alive

I've been here before

I spent too much tears and get tired

I cried till no more tears left in my eyes

I got hurt and dumped yet I survived

I felt my heart was swollen by bitterness

All I know was sorrow and I didn't know happiness

I chose to love all the people less

And I didn't give anyone my best

But here I am again

Loving and promising love

To you, my someone who is so fragile

That I can't even touch

Pain strikes like I'm in hell

I don't know how to win in this battle

For you are far and she'll be near soon

And I am alone, all by myself every noon

I can handle pain

For those who I don't love much

But with you

The agony of death is what I'm starting to feel

15 days, that's all I've got

And I don't really know what will happen after that

I'll fight till the end & only let go if your hold becomes so light

And you give me reasons not to fight