:: My Majesty ::

Each and every corner of my room reminds me of you

Every breath I take makes me feel brand new

The smile I wear on my face everyday is all because of you

This heart of mine beats because I am in love with you

I miss your hug that gives me comfort

Your stare that means more than a thousand words

Your smile that melts my heart

Your heart beat that reminds me how much you love me

I am happy but never been happier

I am alive but not this much

I am free but not like a bird

I have been in love but I never knew that there's so much more

I am in a world where I always wanted to be

A world which allows me to be me

A world which allows me to be free

A world which allows me to love and be with you

I guess haven't told you yet

How lucky and grateful I am to have you

Someone who's so kind and fragile

So giving, caring and loving

Sometimes I wonder what I have to deserve you

I cannot offer much at this point of time

But then you embrace each and every part of me

Love me and take care of me like a baby

I never appreciate life the way I do now

I never gave attention to the moon and stars

I never like the way the sun shines for it irritates me

But when you came, I see the beauty in everything this world has

I never want the half of you

So give me all of you

I never want anyone else in my life except you

So stay forever with me...

Broken hearts and broken dreams

Pain and sorrow are the only feelings left

Pain of the past

Caused by broken trust

I tried to make it up to you

Tried my best to pick up every pieces of you and me

Give and take time not to rush things up with you

Cover the pain and make everyone see I am strong

::Love Is Worth The Risk ::

Stupidity is the best word to describe me

I shouldn't hurt you in anyway

I was too blind to see

That you are in pain and I am being unfair

I can't find the right words to say

To make you feel that I am real

I can't say anything more

To make you feel any better

I feel so ashamed

That I become this coward

I know I don't deserve any reward

I felt like I don't even deserve your love :(

Sadness fills my heart

As I fill yours with pain

Those pretty eyes I used to see in your pictures

I can feel that it is filled with tears tonight

I don't know yet how strong our love is

But I can feel the love burning

I can feel our desires

I can feel your heart

I'm gonna let her go

For I love her so less

I'm gonna let her go

For I am hurting her more

With you I never felt like I am betraying

That I have someone else in my life before you came in

'Coz ever since I fell for you

I forgot everything about her

It's like you came out from nowhere

And looked at me

Showed me what I've been missing all along

Showed me that love is all about you

Please give me some time

I will give up what I need and have to

I will show you how true I am

I will make you feel how much I love you

I don't want to settle for anything less

I am choosing you for I love you

And all that I have was that love for you alone

Please stay and fight with me for I will love you more and more

I love you Dear

And I want to love you more from now on

Want to spend each days of my life with you

I might be crazy, I might be stupid,

But what I feel for you only proves one thing to me

I am in love with you

And I can't lie to myself and to her

That all I want is YOU...

:: The Embrace ::

Stretching my arms in the morning

Feeling your head in my shoulder

Seeing how lovely your face is

I Feel so lucky that you are mine

Your scent makes me shiver

Like a cool breeze in a calm sea

You satisfy my life

With you and your love

Gently kissing your hair

Caressing that lovely cheeks

Smooth as a cotton

Soft as your heart

So eager to embrace you

To feel your presence

To finally touch you

And taste how sweet your lips are

Soon I will be where you are

Loving you with all my heart

Just wait for me my love

I can never lose you

In this life

You're my reason for waking up.
For being so damn tired just by thinking of you.

You give my heart that extra skip every time you say words that touched my heart.

You make me stayed at home most of the time without me thinking how boring my life is just by staying in these four corners of our house.

**You change me and my life in a very sensible way and for that, I simply thank you and I hope that these feelings of mine for you will be for a lifetime..

For I am sure, I can never go wrong with you...

For thats what my heart tells me too

::Mistakes::

Nothing in this world is constant except changes

Between me and you

Between this relationship and love

Something that's bothering the both of us

I apologize for the times I make you cry

For the bad habits that makes you sick

For the petty quarrels and endless nagging

For the madness and for all the issue on going

I love you

Maybe sometimes I failed to make you feel that

But that doesn't mean you are less important

You are my life and my precious light

Things has change a bit

And endless fighting starting to lit

Things which are out of our control

Things that give us a weak soul

Sorry for all the pain I've caused you

Didn't mean any of it

I may have hurt you

But none of it is intentional

Please Tian Shi forgive me

Right there beside you is where I want me to be

Stay and be mine my lifey

For you are all that I want in this lifetime

:: Fifteen Days ::

The smile I wear on my face

Starting to fade away

Counting the days that you were mine

And still counting but don't know till when

It is not until now I felt how hard it is to love

Not until this moment I realized how painful love could be

How difficult it is to be strong all the time

How much sacrifices we need to make just to keep the love alive

I've been here before

I spent too much tears and get tired

I cried till no more tears left in my eyes

I got hurt and dumped yet I survived

I felt my heart was swollen by bitterness

All I know was sorrow and I didn't know happiness

I chose to love all the people less

And I didn't give anyone my best

But here I am again

Loving and promising love

To you, my someone who is so fragile

That I can't even touch

Pain strikes like I'm in hell

I don't know how to win in this battle

For you are far and she'll be near soon

And I am alone, all by myself every noon

I can handle pain

For those who I don't love much

But with you

The agony of death is what I'm starting to feel

15 days, that's all I've got

And I don't really know what will happen after that

I'll fight till the end & only let go if your hold becomes so light

And you give me reasons not to fight

:: Inescapable Fear ::

I heard she's coming home

It makes my whole heart freeze like an ice

I stood still like a stone

Feel the warm air coming from the desert

I heard she was longing to be with you

And planning to stay in your arms

So I asked you, " How do you feel about that?"

You answered me back, "I don't know exactly what to feel"

I heard it was very soon

I felt my heart is in doom

The end is yet to come

For I'm starting to feel the pain

All alone I gathered all our memories

Not too much, not too long

Compare to the memory of you and her

Life is a mess, it is so unfair

Fears starting to cover my heart

Long and lasting love?

I may not buy that

Show me the path

Pull the trigger now

Do not prolong the agony of pain

Leave me now

While I can still hold my tears

You told me to hold on

To never let you go

How can I be sure?

That I am your cure?

I'm sorry for all of this

It's just the pain starting to cover my soul

And its making me weak

But I know I can't let go

These fears I have makes me feeble

All the things in this world become undesirable

Fears that starting to destroy the strong me

Fears that controls me

But honestly

These fears are nothing

Nothing compare to the love I have for you

Nothing...

Nothing compare to my heart that desires you

At the end of this

There is one important thing that I've realized

When you love you need to be fearless

"My fears of Losing you is greater than my fears of getting hurt because of this love."

I love you and I will hold you. tight.

::Forbidden Road::

I was in the middle of nowhere

Stuck somewhere

Don't know which way to go

Should I go back?

Or should I go on?

Hesitation filled my mind

A growing love in my glowing heart

An attraction that can't be denied

A person with so much love

I've never been here before

In this confusion room for love

I was so sure of what I feel..

Before you came in

I believe I am in love

With my special someone

But not until my heart longs for you

Not until I fell for you

Regret is not included in my dictionary

Never will I regret something that makes me happy

I believe everything is worthy

Love is something I will not feel sorry

I admire you

A character that builds this attraction

I adore you

A creation by God that shows me affection

Only time can tell

If this love story

Will make a history

Or it will just fade in century

Attraction and infatuation

Confusion and Realization

Part of this crazy love infusion

Shuttered my imagination

But as I get to know you more

And as my feelings started to grow

My analysis shows that

This love is real and not an illusion

Thoughts of you makes me fall asleep

It's like I'm on the end of the cliff

My dreams are better than reality

Coz in there I can be with you endlessly

I don't know where this road will take me

I just hope before I reach the end of the road

You are still with me

CAPTURED BY YOU

An unexpected soul captured my attention
With a little span of time I felt the tension
I started to invest emotion
With just a wink you became a part of my imagination

I tried to stop
I tried so hard
I tried to fight this special feelings that's starting to grow inside of me
Because I know, we're both not free

I feel terribly sad when we're not talking
I feel so lonely when you are working
But when we started our endless chatting
I found myself smiling

Pretty face that captured my heart
Pretty smile that hits me like a dart
Sweet voice that shutter my thoughts
Sweetness that's so irresistible

I tried to escape from you
I tried to avoid you
All my attempts failed
All my fears and doubts fade

I shouldn't be feeling this way
But I can't stop to care
I should not love you
But I can't stop to stare

How can I stop
When my heart doesn't want to?
How can I move on?
When all I want is you?

When I fell in love with you
It makes me realize that heart can love two
I know it was wrong
But the attraction's so strong

I was mesmerized by your smile
Enjoyed our conversation from a mile
Eventually you became mine
And that makes my life so dandy and so fine

I am longing to hug you
And feel your warm embrace
I'm dying to touch you
And hold you in my arms

Dear, if Loving you is a crime
Then I am guilty.

"You are my right kind of wRong"

For my Dear

Mahirap man ang sitwasyon natin.
Mali man para sa iba ang sa atin.
Nais kong ipaalam sayo
Na sayo ang puso ko

Mali man ang ibigin ka
MAyroon ka mang iba
Ikaw ang nilalaman ng puso ko
Kaya hanggang ngayon nandito ako

Sa palagay mo ba solusyon ang iwan mo ako?
Para maiwasan ang ibang tao na masaktan?
Nahihirapan lang naman ako kase gusto kita makasama
Tapos lalayuan mo ko? iiwan mo ko? ang ganda ng solusyon mo.
Ganon lang pala tlga ako kadaling iwan para sau..

Sana maramdaman mo ang pagmamahal ko
Nakakabaliw na ang ibigin ka
Nakakasira na ng ulo pag namimis kita
Pero mahal na mahal kita

Kaya sana wag mong gawing dahilan ang iwan ako
Para sa sinasabi mong guiltiness at kaligayahan ko
Dahil ikaw yung kasiyahan ko.

Berso ng aking pag ibig

Ninais ng pusong ibigin ka

Hindi ka maiwaksi sa isipang gising na gising ang diwa

Sa aking panaginip ninanais kang makapiling

Sa reyalida nais kitang angkinin

Ang mundo kong puno ng pait at pasakit

Tanging pagmamahal mo lang ang makakapawi

Sa iyong piling nais kong mahimlay

Upang makadama ng ginhawang tunay

Unang halik
Sadyang kay tamis

Habang aking binabalikan sa aking isipan

Puso ko ay lalong nagsusumigaw

Pag ibig na wagas ang nais kong ialay

Sa iniirog na sangay ng aking kaligahayan

Kung aking lilimiin ang aking sarili

Sa kaibuturan ng aking puso ikaw ang itinitibok nito

Kirot ang dulot ng sa iyo ay mawalay

Kahit sandali nais kong sayo ay nakadantay

Tamang panahon lamang ang aking hinihintay

Upang ikaw ay tuluyan kong mapaglingkuran

Ang saktan ka ang huling bagay na aking nanaisin

Lahat ng mayroon ako ay aking gagawin at gagamitin

Lahat ng sakit at pait ay aking titiisin

Huwag ka lang mawalay sakin

Iwaglit sa iyong isipan

Na hindi ako gumagawa ng paraan

Upang ikaw at ako ay magkapiling

Sapagkat sa Diyos yun ang aking pinakahihiling

Subalit sadyang kay pait ng tadhana

Bakit kailangang pgdaanan ang pagdurusa

Hindi ba nila nakikita?

Itinakda tayo para sa isat isa

Hinihiling ko na lang ngayon

Na sana kahit ano pa ang panahon

Maging matatag tayo sa lhat ng pagsubok

Dahil para sayo hindi ako susuko

Bawat sandaling kapiling ka

Ligaya sa puso ko ang dala

Bawat halakhak at ngiti mo

Tumutunay sa aking pagkatao

Walang sandaling ikaw ay nawaglit sa isipan

Walang panahong hindi ikaw ang hinahangad

Subukan mong buksan ang aking puso

At doon mababanaag mo ang pag ibig ko sayo

Dilat ang aking mata ng ikaw ay aking inibig

Pikit matang tinanggap ang masasakit at mapanirang nakaraan

Walang bahid ng pagsisisi

Na pinili ka ng puso kong dating sakim

Liwanag ang hatid mo sa buhay ko

Wari bang magaan ang lahat ng bagay sa mundo

Tahimik ang buhay at walang gulo

Tanging pag ibig lang ang nadarama sa puso

Dama ko ang hirap ng ating pinagdadaanan

Pakiramdam ko pasan ko ang mundo sa aking likuran

Ngunit hindi ito magiging hadlang kaylanman

Upang ikaw ay aking talikuran at layuan

Kaya aking mahal

Sana isipin mo lagi ang aking pagmamahal

Maging sangay sana ito ng iyong lakas

Upang labanan ang sakit, pait at pagdurusa

upang ang tanging maiwan ay ang pag ibig nating wagas